Last night, I saw a falling star so brilliant that it lit up the sodium vapor sky in the middle of the city. I thought I might reach out and touch it. (But I didn't.) No lottery wins today... just left wishing I had more faith in wishing stars.
Today, this song randomly played from May's BIRP-- I hadn't noticed it before (I'm way behind on my indie playlists). Who knew I had a freaking song?!
http://www.spinner.com/2010/03/04/the-whigs-kill-me-carolyne-free-mp3-download/
just leave my memory away
and try, i'll try and make my case
and you give me authority, you give me authority, you give me authority
to lie
kill, kill me carolyne
i know you love me, but you'd feel better
if you just suck it up and
kill, kill me carolyne
you know its nothing sentimental
but i really really need you
taste, taste the bitter pill
and hurt, hurt the way it feels
cause you give me eternity, you give me eternity, you give me eternity
to die
kill, kill me carolyne
cause i'm not worthy of your affection
but now i'm begging you to
kill, kill me carolyne
you know its nothing sentimental
but i really really need you
cause you give me authority, cause you give me authority, cause you give me authority
to lie
kill, kill me carolyne
i know you love me but you'd feel better
if you just suck it up and
kill, kill me carolyne
cause i'm not worthy of your affection
ka ka ka ka ka ka ka kill, kill me carolyne
kill, kill me carolyne
you know its nothing sentimental
but i really really need you
So, the Whigs think I should just suck it up and kill them. Because, y'know, it would make me feel better. Maybe take a bitter pill while I'm at it. Because they really, really need me and are so very unworthy of my affection.
Yeah, I'm fairly well-flummoxed, too. But it does touch on some interesting subjects...
Oh, and I should also be pronouncing my name "Caroleeeene." I kinda like that, actually. Hmmm... Caroleeeeeeene... Caroleeeeeene... I tend to go back-and-forth on the Carolyn/Caroline pronunciation; perhaps this warrants further consideration.
OK, break's over; enough procrastinating. I hope you're having a lovely Friday :)
