It's been one hell of a year, and it's shaping up to be a crappy New Year's Eve, too. Really don't want to be haunting the Laboratory tonight (like the old ghost that I am), but I probably will. Staying home is NOT a good idea.
Wishing I were in better spirits, though. I'm sure I'll cheer up once I'm around friends (and the Lab is certain to be filled with those... I'm really very blessed in the friends department).
I'm terribly hungry. That can't be helping my attitude. Thinking I'll go have a nice dinner up the street. Alone. On New Year's Eve. With money I don't have. Jeez, could I be any more pathetic?
Um, don't answer that ;)
Hm. Maybe I'll just get some food at the Lab.
Whatever I do, I shall wear something fun and flirty and have an absolutely fabulous time. I promise it!
And SCREW YOU, 2009! You are SO OUTTAHERE!
I wish you all a lovely and safe evening, and a wonderful start to a new year. :)
~Hugs to those who want 'em, those who need 'em, and those who don't run away quickly enough.~
* The New Year's Eve Dress is a tiny little dress I've never fit into that I bought some ten years ago. I finally fit in it, but I'm too, um, curvy up top. So it's not a question of weight as much as it is a question of not being built like a ten year-old girl. So, yay for that.
** And yes, I suppose you could say that my fiance is on a first date, my boyfriend's with his girlfriend, and I'm going stag. And I'm not poly, just... complicated. Here's to a much simpler 2010!
*** And here is your TMI fact-filled footnote. Fact: Tonight is a blue moon. Fact: Blue moons occur once every 2-3 years. Fact: I haven't actually had sex in about three years (I know, crazy!!!). Since such an occasion is considerably less-than-likely tonight, one could say that blue moons come more often that I do. *Ba-dum-crash* ("Rimshot" just seemed inappropriate in context.) Well, just another thing that I can look forward to changing this coming year, I suppose :) Seriously, was this even worth the cut & paste?