To hell with it.
I don't have enough energy to mow the lawn right now.*
I'm going to relax for a little bit, then make some sea scallops and broccoli for dinner.
Seriously, I don't know why I'm so upset.
It'll pass... but I'll be extra nice to myself 'til it does.
And if that means letting the house and lawn go to pieces, so be it.
* for the record, I mow my lawn with one of these
** and ten weeks later, I still get the urge to smoke sometimes. go figure.