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dox and dox - Ldy, the lemony, ligerish ducttaparian's Magic Treehouse of Lost Thoughts
A classy broad's life... with footnotes.
ldy
ldy
dox and dox
I do so much.

And yet I never get enough done.

I am so well-loved.

And yet find myself so lonely at times.

I write a lot in my journal.

And yet so little is actually said.
30 tall tales or Tell me a story
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michaelboy From: michaelboy Date: May 8th, 2003 08:34 am (UTC) (permalink)
Ah Carly,

You can be alone and not lonely or be lonely and not alone.

I do so much, and I fall behind some too.

I don't write in my journal very much and I can say little too.


Be okay, please? :) Because you are to me.
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 10:59 am (UTC) (permalink)

A little lonely, a little overwhelmed, a little disconbobulated... but okay.

I am okay :)

I certainly must be so, if you say so, Cap'n!

It's okay to be not all the time happy. But a part of my heart is always happy to know you. Always happy :)
3g0 From: 3g0 Date: May 8th, 2003 08:39 am (UTC) (permalink)
You put you out there, and that is not a little thing.
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:00 am (UTC) (permalink)
I put much of me out there, but not as much as one might think.

But I appreciate the sentiment :) Thank you! *hugs*
aetius From: aetius Date: May 8th, 2003 08:40 am (UTC) (permalink)
More of you is revealed in one of your posts than in a full day's worth of posts in my decoy journal (which is updated generally 8 times per day).
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:01 am (UTC) (permalink)
Oh, I don't know about that :)
circlek From: circlek Date: May 8th, 2003 08:41 am (UTC) (permalink)
I do so little
yet I get so much done
I am the enemy of many
Yet, i feel loved at times
I rarely comment in your journal
Yet, I cannot wait to see you again
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:02 am (UTC) (permalink)
One week anna couple of days :)
gooroo From: gooroo Date: May 8th, 2003 09:06 am (UTC) (permalink)
What is it you "should" be doing?
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:04 am (UTC) (permalink)
Oh, there is no "should," really, beyond the things I've promised myself and others to do. I just overburden myself with those sometimes.

If there's anything I really "should" do, it's be happy, as that is my life's work :)
gooroo From: gooroo Date: May 8th, 2003 09:07 am (UTC) (permalink)
I find that too, about being loved, yet lonely. It doesn't make sense to me. Does it to you?
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:11 am (UTC) (permalink)
I think all love is related to self-love, all trust related to self-trust, and all we see in others related to all we see in ourselves.

So, no ;)

Really, though, we are all each alone. All the time. Forever. No amount of love can erase that. But understanding that we are alone is not the same as being lonely... I think that relates more to the first part about self-love. No amount of outside love can replace that.

*rereads* *laughs* I'm not explaining myself very well, am I! Ah, well...
gooroo From: gooroo Date: May 8th, 2003 09:09 am (UTC) (permalink)
Nobody ever says it all, nor can they, but you say more than you might imagine - enough to hold my interest, make me read every word you present. You are interesting to me.
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:12 am (UTC) (permalink)
Thank you :) That means a lot to me.

You are interesting and important to me, too :)
inspectorjury From: inspectorjury Date: May 8th, 2003 09:54 am (UTC) (permalink)
I am so fat
Yet spread so thin
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:13 am (UTC) (permalink)
Hee :)

Your words are so well-done, and yet you are so rare :)
ocha From: ocha Date: May 8th, 2003 10:56 am (UTC) (permalink)
ah, how fitting for my mood as well. . . . {{{hugs}}}
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 11:13 am (UTC) (permalink)
*hugs* :)
bandicoot From: bandicoot Date: May 8th, 2003 11:44 am (UTC) (permalink)
Sounds like someone who works for the government could use a good roller coaster expedition with a group of insane people friends just to shake things up ;)
ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 09:40 pm (UTC) (permalink)

OH, YES, PLEASE!

I agree-- some serious rollercoasting certainly would help!
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ldy From: ldy Date: May 8th, 2003 09:41 pm (UTC) (permalink)
Hee. You gave me a big big big big big big big big smile with that one :D

Thank you! *smooooooooch!!*
jeep_guy From: jeep_guy Date: May 9th, 2003 07:13 am (UTC) (permalink)
As the worlds greatest lj skimmer I can honestly tell you that your journal is one of the few I always stop and read. Though you are way to intelligent and allot of what you write goes over my head you always make me think and I usually wonder where you get your energy and wish that I could be more like you.
ldy From: ldy Date: May 9th, 2003 02:17 pm (UTC) (permalink)
You just totally made me cry :) (In that really good way)

Thanks so much *HUGS*
30 tall tales or Tell me a story