*smooch* (ldy) wrote,
*smooch*
ldy

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Feeling very weak and vulnerable today.

Bad day for evaluation with bossman.
Bad day to feel no longer wanted by someone dear to me.

Just a bad day.

Physical inbox once full with workity work now even fuller than before.
Electronic inbox once full with happy goodness now unusually empty.

Lessons learned today:*
Give a boss what he wants and he will likely only continue to demand more.
Give a lover what he wants and he will likely stop paying attention to you altogether.

Now, why can't that be the other way around?

Don't mind me. I'm just weak and vulnerable. Raging emotions are blocking rational thought.

This will pass.

It always does.

And things will undoubtedly look brighter after I've eaten something.

* This is merely a reflection of my current bout with vulnerableweakitis. It is in no way meant to imply any sort of steadfast rule about behaviour, nor is it actually indicative of anyone's behaviour but my own, and possibly those of my wacked-out hormones. Furthermore, this does not actually resemble a "lesson" in any way shape or form. Life in General is generally well-tolerated and has a low occurrence of side effects such as self-doubt, frustration, and emotional distress. Should not be mixed with low blood sugar or menstruation. Individual results may vary. Talk to your doctor or pharmacist about possible side-effects. This post may cause drowsiness or sleeplessness, and is to be used for internal use only. Santity-ized (all trace of sanity removed) for your protection.
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