The back's feeling much better now but I'm still rather drained, despite the extra sleep. I'm not looking forward to telling my friends at rehearsal tonight that I won't be joining them for Shakespeare this summer. I know they were counting on me, and looking forward to having me there. I was looking forward to it, too, so very much. Great play, great roles, great cast, and so stimulating and challenging... *sigh*
If anything though, my current state shows me, in detail, the effects of not acknowledging my limitations. And these effects are not pretty.
I hope I'm doing the right thing. This kills me. And I'm feeling so lost and alone.
And sorry for the increase in posts these last few weeks... I guess I've got a lot going on.