*smooch* (ldy) wrote,
*smooch*
ldy
  • Mood: sad
  • Music: Bill Douglas - Deep Peace

Happy Birthday, Shakespeare

Evidently, I hurt my back last night a bit worse than I'd thought. And I was intellectually, physically and emotionally exhausted. I ended up coming into work today ~12 (I wouldn't have made it in at all if my boss had not instructed me to stretch my hamstrings-- for some reason, that helped my back a lot).

The back's feeling much better now but I'm still rather drained, despite the extra sleep. I'm not looking forward to telling my friends at rehearsal tonight that I won't be joining them for Shakespeare this summer. I know they were counting on me, and looking forward to having me there. I was looking forward to it, too, so very much. Great play, great roles, great cast, and so stimulating and challenging... *sigh*

If anything though, my current state shows me, in detail, the effects of not acknowledging my limitations. And these effects are not pretty.

I hope I'm doing the right thing. This kills me. And I'm feeling so lost and alone.

And sorry for the increase in posts these last few weeks... I guess I've got a lot going on.
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